~NUMB~

I'm tired of being what you want me to be,
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface,
Don't know what you're expecting of me,
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes,
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.

I've become so numb ,I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

And I know,I may end up failing too
But I knowYou were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there

In The End

One thing , I don know why,
It doesn even matter how hard you try,
Keep that in mind , I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time.
All I know time is a valuable thing,
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings,
Watch it count down to the end of the day,
The clock ticks life away. It so unreal.
Didn look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window,
Trying to hold on , but didn even know,
Wasted it all just toWatch you go.
I kept everything inside ,and even though I tried , it all fell apart,
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time
when I tried so hard,
And got so far,But in the end ,It doesn't even matter
I had to fall, To lose it all,But in the end
It doesn't even matter.

About Me...

Name: CHONG XIN CHEAN
Age: 20
Height: 177cm
Weight: 58KG
Gender: Male
Relation: single& available
Hobbie: Rock Climbing, play basketball, tenis, swim, Hang Out,Adventure, X-streme games
Interested In: dating Men & Lady, activitiy partners
Hometown: Kajang,
Location: Kay-Elle
Skull: Tadika xxxx, SRJKC Desa Jaya, SMK Taman Ehsan, Tarc-SPUS, Tarc-SBS
Occupation: tertiary student,freen lance(R.C)
Favourite TV shows: taiwan entertainment shows:Jacky Woo, WoAiHeiSheHui, Guo Guang,happy sunday
Favourite Music: LeeHom, David Tao, Rain, Se7en, DBSK, Gospellers,GOD,Khalik Fong,Jiu Zhe, many-many lagi...
About Me: stay close to me....u'll know then...

what the...!@#$%

This brief mysterious incident happened in the midnite on July 27, 2007. I had to log on to the e-learning web site to post a something. Something inexplicable happened. I had to repeat entering my password. For accuracy, I key in my password on the address bar then cut and paste it on the password bar. I did exactly that just seconds ago. It failed. So I pasted the password back on the address bar. Now the last number of the password is supposed to be 1. But it was 9. I swear this was not my error. If it were, how could my finger be 9 keys away and as sure as a rectangle has 4 sides I did not use the wrong finger! Could this be a computer glitch? I am positive my computer knows better than that... Accuracy and all! However I believe my computer cannot do any better than what the Unknown wants to do. It was scary man!!! !@#$%^&*

2DBM1 friends~~

Hmm...2DBM1....well, i'm quite enjoy studying wif my classmates....many of them are talkable,approachable,some are even helpful...and nevertheless~~~Playful....they tend to go for a movie show during the week of midterm exam...Fu-YoH!!! Ripley's believe it or not... but the were able 2 pass up d papers dat filled up wif answers(i guess so)...Haha :P

wat makes me shock is dat...most of the them are able to talk crab,especially during the water blowing session(chit-chat)...Fu-YoH!!! They're damn Fxxking COOL man...i like it...even in the toilet also..

....................this is 2DBM1 students...........

Well...as time flys,There were many things happen...lots of gossips, rumours dat i heard of...there are some frens who backstab other people...


Those backstabber~~~This is immature and self-destructive behavior that only impacts you and your future prospects for other friendships. Rumors can be damaging to other's lives, self esteem, and relationships. If you feel that someone done something bad to you, or deserves to be hurt, making up a rumor might satisfy your sense of justice??? give the other person a chance to explain. you never know it might just be something just..just like dat only... what u gain from boycott them??



Those who kena backstab~~~They might say they're your 'best friends', but the moment your back is turned, they lie about you to others. Get away from these people as soon as possible and convince others not to associate with them(if u r cruel enough). These friends might be fun to talk at in classroom or at lunch,he might not be the kind of person you would like to hang out with after school. Do not tell them any secret that you want kept hidden, as they will tell it to another one of their "friends" the moment it will gain them something. Tell yourself that you're better than them. Most of the time you are, if you didn't start the fight. Get on with your life. Carry on as if everything is normal, and it will feel normal. Soon you will forget all about this matter.



Dear Friends...wat do u mean by Friend ?? I'm sure u know dat...With friends, we share good times, get a shoulder for grief, accomplish things, get advice which we can wither take or not take. The famous quote " no man is an island, No man stands alone".

If the other person doesn't have friends of his or her own, there may be a reason. If someone is mean to you one minute and nice to you the next, there is definitely something wrong. If someone is too aggressive to talk/stick to u...Hmm...dats dangerous!!!

Please Be MATURE abit my frens......

Haihzz....This few weeks got so many assignments & course to do...everyday gonna wake up early & went back home late...after class gonna attend the society activity..dat is choir practise...coz at september got National competition,so this few months gonna having a hardcore practise...sien...furthermore i found out there are some VIRUS(tone deaf) in the choir...wat the... so we wasted alot of time to correct the mistakes...ZzZzZz....Damn tired man...after went back home got no energy to study ady...sien....really cant catch up wif my study now....haih...got a little bit of pressure n tension...but atlast also have to face it...So i've found out someway to reduce those pressure..saw dat few photos up there??? yup,dats right...listen to music la....RAIN~Eternal Rain/Lee Jiu Zhe/Se7EN/Khalik Fong.....those who got d same problem wif me...i recommend U these few albums... quite nice de...if u want those songs...drop me a line at chong_chean@yahoo.com ...

The Day

16th June 2007

this is the day, the day that i won't forget....that day morning actually was the convocation for SAS advanced diploma student and i went there just to snap a few photos with my brother. At night there is a SAS Alumni Night Dinner(sports complex). Me as a choir member of TARC,we need to gather at college at 3pm just to rehearsal for that night performance. What the....we practised for 3 hours,then we only found out that we spoke like A-Du's sounds,our voice had gone out.. -.-" While waiting for that Grandfather Ong Kah ting arrive,all the performer on that night keep complaning that they were hungry.He came late,and the whole programme was delayed. What the....as in the programme,we are the 2nd perfomers after their speeches,and we did performed 2 songs~colours of the wind(disney)+stand by me.After performed,what i can say is the audio system controller was very very the lousy. Our performance was just a mess...they din't follow the intruction given by our conductor... By the way,I saw the Whites(from Campbell U)was quite enjoying our performance,but not that Grandfather Ong kah ting,he just sit still and the face just looks like wake up from bed. As time goes on,the final performers~waterboys,has ready to perform(syncronize swimming). This was the first time i ever saw people performed at swimming pool at 10pm+. As they were going to end their performance,they just swim very fast and Shouting loudly. By the way,they are swimming towards those VIP's direction,and those VIP were shocked and immediately move backward. The funny things is that after the waterboys came up from water and stand in a line infront of those VIPs,they shaked their butts accompanied by malay song~(Uu...lalala..Uu..Lalala...)...infront of VIP....What the... -.-" so paiseh man...... the crowd just keep laughing at it...after the whole programme,we..choir member then went to TBR yam cha...till 12am+...tired..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G0m2ahhH5Hk