~NUMB~

I'm tired of being what you want me to be,
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface,
Don't know what you're expecting of me,
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes,
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.

I've become so numb ,I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

And I know,I may end up failing too
But I knowYou were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there

In The End

One thing , I don know why,
It doesn even matter how hard you try,
Keep that in mind , I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time.
All I know time is a valuable thing,
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings,
Watch it count down to the end of the day,
The clock ticks life away. It so unreal.
Didn look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window,
Trying to hold on , but didn even know,
Wasted it all just toWatch you go.
I kept everything inside ,and even though I tried , it all fell apart,
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time
when I tried so hard,
And got so far,But in the end ,It doesn't even matter
I had to fall, To lose it all,But in the end
It doesn't even matter.